hi..
sorry blog..
wanted to blog so much..
but then yah..
now that its over..
hee
know something?
i'd rather it not be over..
cos..it feels terrible after it's over.
im just dying here.
just..yah..
lost
im like terribly lonely
i wanna to see you badly you know
wanna hear your voice
but then
i know i have no rights
cos you already belong to someone else
which is not me.
and to you..yea you
you know..if you dont want to hear things that you dont want to hear..
you can actually just shut your ears..
im just trying to do what i can for myself..
ten minutes before..
if you feel irritated or anything..
im sorry.
but then..
can't help it okay?
unless you're saying it's my fault..
then..

sighz..
i hate all you people..
i just hate you
i know that it's not right..
but then..
i just hate you

will you just remember what you promised me?
just for once?
im just wishing something nice would happen to me for once..
just once..
but then..it just choses not to happen..
or perhaps..
you chose not to let it happen
why?????????

i want to see you
so longing to see your face
im feeling lost
lonely

i just want to go out a do something
just do something
i dont care what..
just something
i dunnoe how im going to carry on with life like that
why must you just go like that?
why i need you
and you just disappeared
wow




help me